I`m looking so hard in the mirror
but I sadly don’t fit my skin. I still see the scars, they serve as stars
sometimes, when I need my past to shine for my present, and remind me that the
past was a lesson. I go to all the places we went to in my mind, I tell
strangers of our secrets, I still see my heart in your eyes, so fragile and
exposed.
I feel your sympathy in my
heartbeat, I lost myself to you, then I lost you. They said I'd write a book
someday, About a boy who'd always strayed, And a girl who took the fog away.
Then you would come back to my arms without delay. Yes, with a smile on my
face. And I would not be lost for long. So every now and then I get sad, yes
it's true, Well you've known me long enough now baby its nothing new, Like when
I'm feeling bad, like when I feel sad.
They say love is blind, and true it
is, I lost my sight of sense. Along with my other instincts. I don’t know if I can
give my all again. For I fear to fall with pain. Will your feelings pause when
they see me again? Now that I was lost with your heartbeat, a heartbeat I once I
owned. Under every scar in my tissue is a battle I won or lost, but now I can’t
stop waging the war since I know who I am. The suicide of love took away all
that matters and buried the remains in an unmarked grave.
The love we shared was give and
take, and I was always game to play along, but things were never the same. Yesterday
I lied,that the story ends with you on my side, yesterday I cried, that the
story never ends with you on my side. I should have loved you less, before you
slept away. But all in all, I hope I gave you everything you wanted, everything
you needed, I could give anything just to hold you once more, I should have
loved you more, before you slept away.
In broad daylight I try to stage a fight, but your
heart is cold as ice, I struggle to make, the ultimate destiny for infinity, and
the last thing I hear is the blast of an ego. But I wouldn’t be held
responsible, you fell in love in the first place. My best friends took weeks to
forgive and forget her for snatching me off them, but this girl took days to
get her vows checked by the vicar, they won’t neither be held responsible, you
fell in love in the first place.
You found your world, embedded in your guilt, wish I could find the words to heal your conscience. Yes, you made your
vows, under the blankets full of your flaws, pain of the groom, for having to
get a real groom. You`ll never find the words of forgiveness solemnly.
If I have to wear your flesh again,
I no longer want their cloth again, so never preach to them cause no one ever
listens to you. Your words don’t leave us with hope anymore, there`s no mercy
in your words or deeds, and I`m afraid I`ve lost the fight. I`m just a painful
reminder, another pierce in yours and their eyes. Sadly though, no matter how many times
you steal my heart, and no matter how many times you want my heart, I still won’t be available for much longer.
You guy, can you lend me your brain for a day???? thats really a metaphorical piece.
ReplyDeleteif only i was your neighbor my English would be better!! quite a deep piece this is.
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ReplyDeleteBeing an ardent fan of your pieces, i have to say, your piece nailed it! i really hope you earn the international recognition i so desire you to have, i can bask in your glory, Lol. Go aces!!! I`m happy for you Melchowistz.
ReplyDeletethanks y`all, we are one we are, shaping language, creativity and science as one, in our ways of staying awake, they learn of our wake. keep up with the pace mates. thanks a lot.
ReplyDeleteThis is by far the best piece you have done. I have surfed waves of emotions through your words and it's amazing what a mind like yours would do with a pen and a paper. This piece should be cast on stone..or better still writen on the stars..the world should know that you can bring mere words to life. Bravo Allan..
ReplyDeleteyou got brains..
ReplyDeleteyusuf
You know you are like a literature Einstein. Awesome master piece.
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ReplyDeleteSamuel stah
Read this peace in class today... i think I aced it..
ReplyDeleteI loved it awsome work
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